Burned out
Written by Alrenz on July 29, 2008 – 6:18 pmYes. I feel burned out, because of the school work. PHILIEN, BASICOM, JOSERIZ, CATHWOR. Wah! Nakakaloka. Yet, I still have to do them.
As much as I want to sleep and do something else, school work are my current priorities. The pressure is on me because I wasn’t a DL. Being a dean lister comes with great privileges, like early encoding. And now I’m taking the last set of my minors this term and, as what they say, the competition is getting a little bit tougher. You get the point, right?
Looking back on my first year in DLS-CSB, it was like a roller coaster. On the first term, I wasn’t a DL; then come second term, I became a DL; third term, I wasn’t a DL again. Of course, as what people would say, I could’ve exerted more effort into my studies. I was being a freeloader. I was known for cramming homework, or not even passing homework. That was me before.
When I learned that I wasn’t able to be part of the Dean’s List, it hit me. It served as my “wake-up call”. It’s telling me that, “Hey! You better excel in your studies! Blah blah.” So yeah, I have to step my “game” up, exert more effort, in other words, DO BETTER. I can do better. The harsh reality is, it happened. I couldn’t change it. It’s now a thing of the past. (If only I have the power to turn back time and change it) But, being the optimistic that I’m trying to be, I feel I can do it and be a DL.
And now I’m back to work.
P.S. Notice the new layout? Sorry for the poorly-edited finish. I got the picture from Anna’s plurk.

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